<p>I'm embarrassed. My is in complete and utter shambles and I'm just content to let it crumble around me. My room is a disaster. Going to the bathroom in the middle of the night is a risky endeavor, as their are piles of clothes and shoes and various odds and ends everywhere. It's gross. I hate it. And I need to do something about it. I could have been robbed and would never know. The rest of the house is in no better shape. There is a couch in my kitchen (I'll explain later), dishes in the sink, wine glasses everywhere. I hate it. I need to fix it. I'm going to break it up into small tasks so it's less overwhelming.
In addition, my body and I are at odds. I am exponentially gaining weight. I hate it. I know why. I have been going out every night and drinking and eating in excess. So I need to get serious about losing weight. I'm tired of hating my body. I'm going to start getting up early to workout, eating breakfast, no Carbs at lunch (we order out every day and I eat horribly), and making my dinner veggie loaded. Also, no more eating out just for the hell of it.
Ready, set, go.