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This was saturdays breakfast. Yayyyy for me getting in one halfway healthy meal a week. This is kashi blueberry waffles, Greek yogurt, blueberries, Chia seeds, and a little syrup. I really didn't even need the syrup because the blueberries were so sweet and delicious!

Welllll last week didn't go so well. Turns out when a bunch of your friends are all getting married in the same summer, you lose control over your life a little. No weight gain, but wooowwww have I been eating shit and drinking too much. I really need to phase out alot of my social drinking. I was in an awful mood tuesday and ended up doing shots and being out til 5 AM. Most drunk I've been in a long time. 

Annnddd I'm a little ashamed. Spring classes are done, I have some online classes I'm taking over the summer, and then I'll be back full swing into clinicals and ridiculousness. The girls who took pediatrics and critical care this semester said it was TERRIBLE. Hardest thing ever. So I have that to look forward to next spring.

That being said, I need to have my life together BEFORE fall classes starts. I really am starting over. I feel like I don't know myself anymore. I've always been happy with who I am, confident in what I do, and the last couple of years have really shaken that. I won't go into the details now, but it's just been one blow after another, and keeping myself and my family and friends afloat has taken everything out of me. I need to get a grip.

Chaos

<p>I'm embarrassed. My is in complete and utter shambles and I'm just content to let it crumble around me. My room is a disaster. Going to the bathroom in the middle of the night is a risky endeavor, as their are piles of clothes and shoes and various odds and ends everywhere. It's gross. I hate it. And I need to do something about it. I could have been robbed and would never know. The rest of the house is in no better shape. There is a couch in my kitchen (I'll explain later), dishes in the sink, wine glasses everywhere. I hate it. I need to fix it. I'm going to break it up into small tasks so it's less overwhelming.

In addition, my body and I are at odds. I am exponentially gaining weight. I hate it. I know why. I have been going out every night and drinking and eating in excess. So I need to get serious about losing weight. I'm tired of hating my body. I'm going to start getting up early to workout, eating breakfast, no Carbs at lunch (we order out every day and I eat horribly), and making my dinner veggie loaded. Also, no more eating out just for the hell of it.

Ready, set, go.

Oh heyyy!! Long time no see!

So so so sorry that it's been so long. School has been crazy, my nails are splitting and peeling all over the place, and my personal life is in a shambles. My nails are finally at a semi respectable length, and green is my favorite color, so I decided some St. Patty's Day nails to cheer myself up! I used:
- Revlon Posh (my new favorite green, great 2 coat coverage, really easy to work with.)
- LA Glitter Addict in Purge
- China Glaze Fast Forward Top Coat
- Bundle Monster Plate BM03
- Konad Special Polish in White

 It's so festive!! I have a big party to go to this weekend, I need to find some green clothes to match my mani!

Rough. Reallyyy Rough.

Sooo I've been MIA. I have alot of personal stuff going on right now, and my nails have suffered. Horribly. So, I will be posting pictures of their sad state. And keeping myself accountable for growing them out. I was gifted a couple mini bottles of OPI's Nail Envy, so I'll be trying that out in the interim.


In other news, I won Amandalandish's New Year's giveaway!! 6 Jordana polishes, and I couldn't be more excited! I cannot wait to swatch them for you! I am really excited about the colors because they are bright, and I would probably not purchase them by myself. I am still rather shy!




So anyway, here are the pics of the ugliness. 

Ross Store Find!

I found this FANTASTIC set in Ross. For $9. I cannot wait to swatch this. I want to wear all the colors all the time. My nails and cuticles are in hideous condition. However, one of the purposes for this blog is to hold me accountable for the fact that I have fugly hands, so I will be posting anyway. Until then, I hope you drool over this, as I did.

Winter Blues!

I found this lovely blue polish at Sally's, and I have to be honest, I was a little skeptical. Blues are not usually my thing, but this is AMAZING. I think it will be the base for my NYE manicure. Perhapppssssss.   

Three coats of China Glaze Dorothy Who?. Gorgeous blue jelly base with dark blue and silver glitter. In LOVE. Great formula.